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[27 Oct 2004|07:56pm] questionmark_15 COMMENT AND ADD ME FIRST!!!!!! ADD ME FIRST! ADD ME FIRST! ADD ME FIRST! entry will be made when pics are developed later tonight!

[24 Oct 2004|10:00am] COMMENT ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRY!!!! holy shit! last night i went to the tj maxx gymnastics tour... wow it was fucking amazing!!! the guy gymnists... wow there gorgeous and have amazing bodys!!!! this one guy looked just like karan! his name is raj something and he was gorgeous!!! and he had the most amazing body ever... he did this thing with 2 blankets attatched to a pole and it was fucking awesome! all the guys did it... but i didnt get 2 meet him because he had 2 go and couldnt get to where i was standing dammit lol... hes also only 24 and straight! lol and after the show i met carly patterson (the 16 year old who won gold at the olympics) shes adorable and really sweet. ok well that was fun... and i now have a love for guy gymnasts hahahahaha COMMENT ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRY ps... i cant wait till homecoming! i looked at a girls pics and god i just cant wait! its gonna be soooo fun! weeeeeeeee!! and saturday and sunday are gonna kick major ass with natalie!!! woohoo go bat girls!<3

[23 Oct 2004|02:16pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | ~Drake And Josh Theme Song HEHE~ ] wow i have alot to write about friday... lol i think ok so 1st after school i got ree and sarah and then we went to valley college to see montclairs jv football game... i dont understand football what-so-ever if wut nicole explained to me is wut i can remember then they only made like 2 touchdowns? lol ok then when the game was over we went 2 the back of the field and waited for everyone and like we saw sam, zach, max, karan, allan, dan, and david... wow there like all the same lol except davids changed and karan has a little... but yea so when zach saw me of course like runs over to me oyy then sam sees me and both of them do.. hahaha fun times... then in the parking lot sam jumped on my back unexpectedly hahahaha ok yea so then from the game me, nicole, franky, ree, and sarah went to the galleria... i havent been in over a month! wow it was fun seeing people... we saw jack! and omg i saw rose!!! i havent seen her in like forever!! and she was with morgan and jordan.. hahaha and then i got told jillian was looking for me so we hungout with her for awhile and we saw joey, matt, and andy lawerance... wow andy got hott hahahaha... i was scared to look at them right in the eye when they were walking out of pf changs haha... ok then we saw josh peck from drake and josh... wow i wanted 2 go talk 2 him but i didnt lol i think hes like a really good actor i have such respect for him as one! and he looks different then he does on drake and josh... and nicole and franky said from the back he looks just like barry and he does lol.... ok so here are some pics from nicoles camera in my dads carrrr: ( hahaha these cuteeee kids lol ) ok well that was my friday! now im goin to the gymnastics thing tonight to see carly patterson... ross porters gone... NOW I WONT HAVE ANYONE TO YELL AT ahahahaha love always and forever ♥ 28 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[18 Oct 2004|11:27pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ~Surfs Up~ From ~Even Stevens~ ] you know when you just wanna write in your livejournal about shit but you know no one will read it? well i am now and maybe someone will read it. im happy. im have no reason to be happy. i used to think a boyfriend would make me happier. but i dont care. i have homecoming on november 13th and im going. were makin it a girls night. you dont always need a date to have fun. and were getting a limo =) karan, ree, and natalie are coming. i cant wait. the limo were hopefully getting is so tite! its like an suv but inside its like pink lights hahaha. in the limo i think going is me, karan, ree, natalie, kim, lindsey, barry, veronica, donya, teryia (i cant spell lol), callie, and micha are going in the limo... it will be fun i hope. finally i get to experience how real activities in high school though. then halloweens in 2 weeks... im going with natalie and her friend ashley... me and natalie wanna be jewish bat girls hahaha! keepahs!!!! hahahaha i hope it works out. were going up to bel-air. wow last halloween was so fun! going to quintons and just hangin outside in the rain and ashley getting us lost hahahahaha! omg and barrys concusion!!! hahahaha i explained that one to lindsey the other day! that was the funniest shit ever!!! ok so on to today.... i loved today! i love the rain! i love my sweatshirt! it makes me happy and keeps me warm and it stands out cuz someone asked me where i got it =) but thats a secret hehehehe... and in math... o boy... my teacher wanted to move this kid just for today who sits in front of "you know who" so just guess who she switched him with... ME!!! omg i was like youve got to be kidding me... he didnt say anything to me and i wouldnt turn around... but ill tell u one thing he said some shit that made me crack up! he asked these guys if when ur in ur moms stomach are you alive... DUH!!! so hes like oh so i really was kicking her? hahahaha wow not even natalie or rachelle have asked me something like that haha (jk i love u girls!) today was the best day i had in english... my psycho cylible breaking freaky ass teacher had us do a "vocabulary bee" so when our group leader called me up i was like i probably wont know it so she was like its ok.. then this kid was like hey nice sweatshirt lol... so of course i go up she asks me a word i dont no and the kid answers it from the other team and gets it wrong so we get the point... so all i had to do was go up, put my hands in my sweatshirt, not say a word, and boom we get a point hahaha... then we got sweet tarts for winning yummmm lol... oh and i went to the gas station... bought gum and a push pop for school 2morro... ive been craving sugar lately lol ( is it february yet? ) IS IT BETTER TO LIE AND BE HAPPY OR TO TELL THE TRUTH KNOWING THE RESULTS WILL BE HURTFUL? ok well comment! thankss love always me ♥ PS... YANKEES BETTER WIN TOMORROW!!! I <3 AROD AND DEREK! 31 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[17 Oct 2004|12:25am] ok people i want you guys to do me a favor.... in either annonymous or regular i dont care WRITE HOW YOU THINK IVE CHANGED SINCE LAST YEAR AND IF YOU DONT THINK IVE CHANGED THEN WRITE THAT LOL thank you. ♥ 8 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[16 Oct 2004|11:14pm] it would of been absolutely perfect! i could feel it... but i guess ill never know if it was even close to perfect... well maybe some other time... this sucks!

[15 Oct 2004|04:37pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | yeaa... whatever ] wow! i love my history class hahahahaha... its filled with some hott guys that have talked 2 me lol and i dont no... our teachers so cool! so i sit near a window and i always open it cuz its fun to watch everyone haha ok so today was basically a free day so me, cynthia, and all we were talking and this guy pulls up in a black hummer... and i was like whoa you guys look outside!!! and it was a mexican guy who cynthia thought was hott lol so i kept looking outside and he kept looking up at us... then i saw he had a phone that slides not flip and i was like whoa cool! hahaha so then i was like taylor yell hi 2 that guy and tell him cynthia thinks hes hott... so of course she did hahaha it was funny... and this guy who keeps staring at me and i guess hes alrite hahaha was laughing at us and i was like hyper and cracking up cause she was acting all shy and all... then the kid who sits next to me was like hey baby out the window but the guy didnt hear him hahaha it was great! then tonight me and ree went to the st bernadines carnival... OMG SO FUN!!!! i saw sooo many people! i saw frieken harry marcus!!!! holy shit i almost fuckin died!!! alex ur brother looks so different and great! haha make him keep the hair! hahaha and his friends also haha they remembered me... and then i saw a bunch of golden kids and of course whos there... MATT AND TED! i swear i think im like invisdible to matt... everytime i see ted we say hi but with matt im in friggen math with him and he hasnt even said one thing to me... and tonight nothing! but we said hi to ted... haha hes great he bonked me and ree on the head with those blow up hammers... lol i wanted one! but then i saw a bunch of reflections people... i saw erin, brenna, erica, joy, her sister, andrea, and alexa... it was really fun! i no i said that already lol... okk yea so ummm yea you should go check it out! and ree thinks some of the elco guys i no r hott haha ok well i got my sweatshirt yesterday! omg its so comfy! hehe no one else has it :D! 2morros mcp! yay i get to see karan and allan!!!!! sorry looks like im not going tomorrow because people dont like having me around... so they wait to have the person they blame it on tell me it was the person that blamed thems fault... you know ill say it again... IF IM NOT WANTED THEN TELL ME RIGHT AWAY! ok well comment lol love yaaaaa ♥ 8 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[14 Oct 2004|05:49pm] YOU BETTER FILL THIS OUT NOW LOVES! Would you ever: go out with me? give me your number? let me kiss you? have sex with me? watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one? let me take you out to dinner? drive me somewhere/anywhere? take a shower with me? be my gf/bf? have a fling with me? listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends? buy me a drink if I didn't have money? take me home for the night? let me sleep in your bed? sing car karaoke with me? sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? re-post this for me to answer your questions? THANKSSSSS ♥ 2 guys... made my night lol<3 8 ♥ Is It April Yet?

I LOVE LA.... WE LOVE IT! [10 Oct 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | happy, proud ] [ music | I Love La... We Love It ] ( i loved it... long entry so comment and ill no if u read it by ur comment lol... thankssss ) 13 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[09 Oct 2004|08:39pm] WOOHOO!!! LIMA TIME WAS THE BEST TODAY!!!! 4-0 FINAL SCORE FOR THE DODGERS!!! HELL YES!!!! IM SO EFFING HAPPY!!!! NOW IM GOING TO THE GAME 2MORRO!!! YAY!!!! MY GUY SHOWED US HOW MUCH POWER HE HAD 2NITE... 2 HOMERUNS SHAWN GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY HAD HIM DO A PRESS CONFERENCE WITH STEVE... GOD THERE VOICES... ::SIGHS:: YES!!!! CARDINALS SUCK! LETS GO SEND THEM HOME TO THERE MOMS!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i love late night fone calls lol..... sooo comment and tell me sumthing about you or just write something random lol. thanksssss love alwayssss ♥ me... PS... i cut my hair and re-weaved it and got bangs... and not being concieted but wow i look soooo much better lol 25 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[08 Oct 2004|10:54pm] ( welcome to my bordness lol )

[06 Oct 2004|09:06pm] YANKEES WON!!!!! YES!!!!!! ps... i must add this... Jillian:: why are most guys named alex #13? alex cora-13 a-rod-13... hey... a-rod? ooo i got it now!!! Natalie: im confused lol Jillian: a... rod... say that slowly to yourself.. do you get it now? Natalie: no... lol Jillian: what do guys call there dicks? some call them a rod... hahaha! Natalie: o i get it now lol i hate how he makes me so happy... and how he makes me laugh<3 ♥ NEW BACKGROUND AND USERPIC... YAY OR NAY? 18 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[04 Oct 2004|07:26pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | dodgers... dodgers... dodgers... ] hey guys... um im on my moms labtop loading pics of me, natalie, and shawn green... and from last nite... and from september 27... these r prob the last dodger pics unless we go to the world series... enjoy! and comment or i wont comment again! ( a great day... a good nite... a depressing day... ) 42 ♥ Is It April Yet?

the daily news had the best effing pics in it today!!! [03 Oct 2004|07:02pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | i love LA ] wow... fan appreciation day... not what i expected but still very fun! we saw shawn before the game... and we kinda in a way got jayson werths attention and saw stevie... but today they only played guys that sucked...except jayson werth, jason gragowski, and david ross for part of the game... i guess because they had no one else hahahahaha! one thing that sucked though is that i made a sign last nite and it took me like an hour... and i got on dodger vision and hopefully on tv.. anyone see me? but someone saw me up above so they took my effing sign... i thought it sucked bvecause it was fan appreciation day... i mean it should be allwoed one day lol... so yea because the game didnt matter today (thats why they played the bad people) we lost 10-0! i loved it haha i was having alot of fun... but after the game i got really depressed. i actually did kinda start to cry. they showed a video of the whole year playing "I LOVE LA" in the background... it was depressing. we stayed till they kicked us out. i sat right behind the dugout with no one surrounding me staring at my field. at my dugout. at my stadium. remembering all the memories i experienced there... seeing shawn green on 1st base and noticing him for the 1st time and watching him almost every game, being there watching alex cora hit a homerun on the 18th pitch after fouling the rest, seeing eric gagne end his streak at 83 and seeing shawn green hit the game-winning run at the same game, seeing milton bradley flip out and throw the balls on the field, going to the hollywood stars game and getting to touch my field, just going to games and being in a baseball enviorment, and of course...getting to meet shawn green on september 15th, 2004. so thanks NL WEST CHAMPS for all the memories... now lets go kick some ass and win the WORLD SERIES!!! so now my memories will continue on april 12th... im gonna miss my nation anthem specialty sites lol... hearing everyone cheer... seeing my boys in blue and shawn david green<3 ( I LOVE LA...CLICK ME ) 29 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[02 Oct 2004|04:57pm] OMFG!!!!! THE DODGERS JUST WON THE NATION LEAGUE WEST CHAMPIONSHIP!!!!! AND I RECORDED THE WHOLE THING!!! AND THEY SHOWED THE CLUBHOUSE!!!! AND I GOT THIS RECOREDED ALSO... SHAWN FUCKING GREEN SHIRTLESS!!! IVE BEEN WAITING 6 MONTHS FOR THAT!!! OMG IM DIEING!!! IM GOING CRAZY!!! TOMORROWS GAME IS GONNA KICK ASS NOW!!!! WOOHOO!!!! GO DODGERS!!!!! comment on my previous entry edit: me and natalie are going to this dodger party on monday and like all the players are gonna be there!!! yessss!!! haha drinking tequilla with jose and eating sushi with shawn! lmao natalie!

[01 Oct 2004|10:58pm] [ mood | confused ] i wish i was back with you<3 when you see me everyday you still dont say anything when i know you know who i am. i saw you notice the other day that i was me and that im there at elco and in the class i wish i knew what would make me happier i wish i knew what my exact feelings were for you 2 days till my fun comes to an end and i go back to having nothing to do at nite =( we lost tonight i feel like no one ever wants to hangout with me except natalie i wish i was back with my friends at montclair but goin to school at elco i wish i could enjoy public high school like others do i wish i had more friends at elco i wish someone would call me and ask me to do sumthing i wish someone would actually comment in my livejournal. i wanna see how many i can get 2 see who loves me lol love always ps... im hooked to GUNS&ROSES and AEROSMITH. rock on. 33 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[30 Sep 2004|09:24pm] so i guess im not going to homecoming cuz its not like anyones gonna ask me and i was gonna ask someone but i kno something will happen and all so forget it how are these songs for a mix... welcome to the jungle sweet emotion sweet child of mine maybe song 2 by blur? o and i am now a sex therapist. lmao natalie! o god damit mother petunias!!! natalie thats horse poop with extra odor!!! i cant wait till sunday!!! ( i see a red door and i wanna paint it black ) 2 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[29 Sep 2004|05:38pm] IM GOING TO FAN APPRECIATION DAY!!!!! AHH IM SO EXCITED!!! I CANT WAIT!!! I GET TO BE RIGHT THERE WITH MY BOYS ON THERE LAST GAME WITH NATALIE!!! WOOHOO!!! GOD THIS IS SO EFFING AWESOME!!! BUT MY BALL BOY (MILTY) GOT SUSPENDED FOR THE REST OF THE SEASON BECAUSE OF THE INCIDENT LAST NITE... WHICH MEANS MY LOVE MAY HAVE TO PLAY RIGHT FIELD =( IM SO HAPPY!!! ILL BE SURE TO TAKE PICS AND ALL!!! IM WATCHING A YANKEE GAME... A-ROD AND JETER... ::SIZZLE:: OK SO HOW WAS YOUR DAY? LOVE YASSS ♥ ♥ ♥ 5 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[28 Sep 2004|08:22pm] your such a bitch!!! dont call me again. your so mean. im glad baseballs over this week. because now ive got nothing to worry about. and no playoff games for you with me your a horrible friend. stupid 9th grader...... im sorry that i ever did anything for you. after what you just did to me... what a waste. you deserve shit o and sorry but YOUR NOT WINNING THIS TIME and u better believe im tellin him what u did 2 me also. if you know who im talkin about cause i told you the story comment and yea... without drew tonite nothing would of been the same. i love that kid<3 without karan and ree... the past 4 days wouldnt of had laughs! i love u guys!!!<3 without natalie... i wouldnt be able 2 get mad lol jk! baseball would die. i love u lady no matter how many fights we have!!! ♥ PS... I FOUND OUT THE TRUTH ABUT BOYS! milty got ejected because a guy threw a beer bottle at him =( 21 ♥ Is It April Yet?

HOLY SHIT!!! TONIGHT ROCKED!!! [27 Sep 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | burnin down the house ] omg tonight was friggen fun!!!!! me, my mom, natalies mom, and natalie went to the dodger game! we were in the front row lodge level right at the dodgers dugout! we brought my dodger blanket and got on dodger vision twice!!! ANYONE SEE US? and me and natalie were screaming our heads off!!! i couldnt scream by the 8th inning for shawn i cant barley talk... i took pics and they came out good! also the dodgers got new batting pics.. shawns is gorgeous!!! i almost died haha and then bellyyyy hit a grand slam so that got us pumped! i had so much fun! but in 6 days... its over... then hopefully the playoffs. but my last home game of the season will be october 3rd hopefully and im sure ill cry but at least ill cry inside my 3rd home... the stadium i grew up with and now love<3 okk im good... im tired comment biotchezzz ♥ ♥ ♥ 3 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[26 Sep 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | mean girls =) ] im a happy kid ♥ *haha i bought mean girls today... i knew i was gonna get it the 1st week it came out. *tomorrow me and miss natalie are going to the dodger game! major emotional! because it might be our last game if we dont go to the playoffs which i hope we do! =( *haha i had a fun 3-hour convo last nite<33 I LOVE YOU GUYS! xoxo *ok im bored... so im done updating =) comment because im asking nicely? PLEASE! ok kiss kiss love ya! ♥ ps... i watched jackass last nite and it was hilarious the 2nd time! best line from mean girls "if you have sex you will get pregnant and die!.... now who wants some rubbers?" aaron samuels<33 i 4got his real name hahaha.. so FETCH! 8 ♥ Is It April Yet?

lyrics that explain how im feeling, wondering, or what i wish for. [24 Sep 2004|04:23pm] [ mood | confused ] dont worry... be happy =) ill get overrr it. but you cant blame me... so sorry i guess? ( fallout ) 8 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[23 Sep 2004|09:57pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | dodger game ] i had a fun night... i went to natalies and had so much fun! i love going to her house! we watched the dodger game and had a lot of fun while our moms chatted haha and i also went to show her OUR PICS WITH SHAWN GREEN<3! im puttin them up later in the entry. but 1st... im not having a good night. im sick of getting hurt. what did i do to deserve this? i hate feeling this pain inside. i hate knowing that my friends are the ones. but i still say i dont like him like that. but it keeps coming back. then i find out he likes my friend. everytime i like someone they like my friend! I FUCKING HATE THIS!!! i hate the pain in my stomach that i get. i hate the tears that fill my eyes. i hate knowing that she will get somethin that i may want or maybe i wanted it. i know the excuse you gave me when i told you i liked you and i still dont know to believe it. because these other girls uve been friends with them for awhile but o no! u sure dont have a problem liking them. because they have good bodys and are pretty. yea i finally wrote that in my lj. thats all i get over and over and over. bullshit excuses. too good of friends, dont wanna ruin the friendship, o and the newest one: your like a sister to me. i believed him for awhile cause it actually made me happy but i dont believe it anymore because i cant. i know a girl who doesnt judge by an image but by a personality. and shes one of my best friends. shes always there for me. i always know i can turn to her. she knows who this guy is also. and we both think hes an amazing friend. and i wouldnt ever wanna not be friends with him. but i cant watch myself pretend around them. i want him to be happy but i dont wanna be there. i dont wanna hear about anything. i dont wanna talk to both of them on the fone together. i dont wanna be at her house while shes talking to him. i dont wanna be in the same room as them. thats now why im glad i left montclair. so that i dont have to watch something that tears me up inside everyday. so comment... for me? please... ::edit:: pics will be up tomorrow. 14 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[21 Sep 2004|04:39pm] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS ASHLEY ROSE!!! o well i felt like updating for no reason... well actually there was a reason... because of ashleys bday! haha but no thats not all... THE LA TIMES IS MY NEW FRIEND! THEY HAVE THE BEST STUFF IN THE SECTION EVER!!! mr jeffery is up tonight!<3 haha natalie... weaverson! haha gotta love him ok well thats all 6 DAYS TILL ITS OVER FOR ME... I HOPE NOT! comment because i wanna see how many people r actually my friend and if u dont comment then ur not my friend and i will delete you from my friends list!!! thank u! love, the wife ♥ 30 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[19 Sep 2004|04:50pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | dodger music... ] SHAWN GREEN HIT THE GAME WINNING HOMER TODAY!!! I KNEW IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN!! I HAD A FEELING LOL NOW ON THE RADIO AND TV ITS ALL ANYONES TALKIN ABOUT!!! WOOHOO!! ALSO... NO I WASNT CRAZY AND DIDNT TAKE A PIC WITH SHAWN!! I DID BUT THE STUPID DODGER PHOTOGRAPHER TOOK IT AND HASNT SENT IT 2 ME YET AND IM SO PISSED THAT HE DIDNT TAKE IT WITH MY CAMERA!! TRUST ME I WANT THE PIC OF ME HIM AND NATALIE PRONTO!!!!! ( pics from the day i met shawn green.... U BETTER COMMENT!!! or once again i wont comment in ur lj agan =) ) 38 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[17 Sep 2004|10:48pm] im at the hyatt grand champions in palm springs... im here till sunday i got the pics today.... THERE AMAZING!!! shawn looks incredible! im so good at taking pics lol and stevie looks hott also!!! shawn hit a homer today also!!! thats my guyy<3 ok im done IM PUTTIN MY PICS UP SUNDAY!!! love yasss bitch! ♥ ::EDIT:: i found this pic from 2 nites ago and my stomach dropped! how hott does he look here?!?!?! O AND TONITE I HAD A GRAPEFRUIT MARTINI AND DAM IT WAS EFFIN GOOD!!! AND THE PARTY HAD HOT GUYS ALSO 19 ♥ Is It April Yet?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARAN!!! [15 Sep 2004|11:47pm] [ mood | happy/loved/dazed ] ( i just had the best night of my life!!!... comment or i wont comment in ur lj again and if u dont believe me then try me and actually read my entry cuz it took awile to write k thanksss lol ) 36 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[14 Sep 2004|07:00pm] ME AND NATALIE ARE MEETING SHAWN GREEN TOMORROW!!!! AND THE REST OF THE LOS ANGELES DODGERS!!! WE GET TO GO TO THE DODGERS PRIVATE BATTING PRACTICE!!! IM SO SCARED!!! HELL YEA!!! THIS IS SO COOL! WERE MEETING SHAWN FUCKING GREEN!!!!!   7 ♥ Is It April Yet?

i think its time for a... WOO-HOO...BY THE WAY I MADE A HOTT NEW BACKGROUND [12 Sep 2004|07:52pm] ok so today i went to the DODGER GAME! my first day game and last game in my dads season tickets till the playoffs! it was sold out! except the 2 row A aisle seats in our aisle! so me and natalie went and sat there! we had a great time!!! we screamed and looked at shawn<3 and he says that he always pats his glove a certain amount of times each inning... we counted... 88 TIMES!!! haha it was great... so this mexican girl with bad pronunciation was doing the lineup. and me and natalie were helping her out.. so we were like.. BATTING 5TH NUMBER 15 SHAWN GREEN... haha i loved when she did izzy, adrian, and stevie hahahahaha!!! it was hilarious! JAYSON WERTH! haha i had 2 say that... ok so we were screaming so loud and just partied haha... i got sunburned on my arms... =( TUESDAY OR WEDNESDAY: wanna hear about my tuesday or wedneday? ok ill name some people that r involved... ADRIAN BELTRE, JOSE LIMA, JEFF WEAVER, JAYSON WERTH, JASON GRABOWSKI, ALEX CORA, CESAR IZTURIS, STEVE FINLEY, JOSE HERNANDEZ, ROBIN VENTURA, MILTON BRADLEY, AND UM... HMM I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTING SOMEONE... O YEA THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE OF ALL!!! SHAWN DAVID GREEN!!!!! thats right kids... my wish is gonna come true this week<3333 the first thing me and natalie r doing in asking beltre and lima to show us how to do that hand shake thing! hahaha and then were gonna take the pictures... and talk to our love mr shawn green<333 GOD IM HAPPY!!! lolololol i start dance tomorrow comment if u actually read this... also me and natalie found some amazing pictures of some people today... ♥ ♥ ( when dreams come true ) 18 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[11 Sep 2004|11:40pm] im takin natalies advice so ill write it all here... comment if u actually read it...if u dont then dont bother cuz u obviously dont give a shit. ( this is why... ) 25 ♥ Is It April Yet?

MY FIRST DAY AT ELCO!!!! [09 Sep 2004|09:39pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | i love LA.... welcome to the jungle... dodger songs haha ] ok so heres how it went.... Homeroom: GYM... im in it with lauren!!! we caught up on dance and life hehe Biology: oy... haha its interesting... im in it with lindseys friend! Spanish: my teachers great! shes so energenic! and i like her grading system and all.... and i no a few people in my class Algebra: its OK.... **** is in my algebra class!!!! i didnt say anything to him though.... but god he got sooo cute lololol Dance: i have a feeling that im gonna like it... bree and edin are in it... but one of the girls that i no from golden i think... is such a bitch and i didnt do shit 2 her! so its like ok w/e.... im not gonna let her get in my way English: MY TEACHER IS A FRIGGEN CRACKHEAD! lol im in it with lindsey!!!!!! but my teacher is to friggen perky! she needs to take it down a million natches! ill be dead by week 2 lol History: so boring... i have no friends in it lol but my teacher seems alrite... ( continue.... ) 12 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[08 Sep 2004|08:41pm] summer 2004 was amazing! thanks for all the fun times<3 a new start tomorrow... 10th grade at el camino... cant wait... lol ♥ how was your summer? 10 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[07 Sep 2004|01:18am] YES!!!! ITS HERE!!!! MY TWO WEEKS OF WAITING IS UP!!! I WANNA CRY LIKE I DID THE NITE I WENT BEFORE ME 2 WEEK BREAK!!! OMG THE POSTER!!! AHHH IM SEEING IT TOMORROW!!! AND IM SEEING YOU TOMORROW!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!! GOD I LOVE GOING TO MY 3RD HOME!

[05 Sep 2004|05:56pm] i figured out how 2 make moving icons! score! hehe

IS IT FUCKING TUESDAY YET? I [04 Sep 2004|11:44pm] [ mood | excited/depressed ] [ music | i miss you :: blink 182 ] HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY RACHELLE!!! last nite i went to the galleria with ree... we met up with amanda and barry... saw jack... and other people... and then today i stayed home and rented "13 going in 30" and watched it with my mom. it was my 6th time watching it... i love it haha mark ruffalo is so cool! lolol but i wanted 2 write sumthin 2 my friends first about summer.... ( SUMMER 2004 ) 15 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[03 Sep 2004|01:00am] [ mood | sad/depressed/thinking ] [ music | saliva :: rest in pieces ] so does this feeling mean i like you?..... again? ( tears wont do anything... )

stolen from... ree/sarah/lisa/caitlin [01 Sep 2004|09:55pm] Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. 32 ♥ Is It April Yet?

i just drank a whole bottle of dr pepper [01 Sep 2004|05:08am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | sugarcult :: memory ] so where do i start? its 5:10AM and i havent gone to sleep yet! yay!!! i just watched a full episode of happy days! BEST SHOW IVE EVER SEEN!!!! omg i loved it! and chachki or however u spell it he was really cute! i love his hairrr and at the end of the episode him and jonie sang a song and it was sad so i almost cried hehe... but yea i like officially love happy days haha... ok so then tonite i went to orientation cuz my dad needed 2 talk abuot the golf tournament... i thinks its stupid that there gettin the phillies even if the pitcher graduated from elco... we live in la.. I WANT DODGERS! lol ok and i saw **** tonight!!! i havent seen him in like 2 years and omg i died!! he is friggen gorgeous!! he got so hott! i was like 2 scared 2 talk 2 him and he saw me and i saw him but yea... but holy moly the past 2 years have been treating him good! then how wierd is this? i went into a chatroom like everynight to do my usual dodger chat and this guy imes me.. and he sees im goin 2 elco.. so yea he tells me that he graduated from chs this year! then i asked him if he went to aew and he said yea and i told him i went to round meadow... so he asks me... did you have ms szaebo at aew? and of course i didnt... so then he tells me that he went ot round meadow also! and he asked me if i no why he asked me if i had her... i look on the page and there he is!!! I KNEW THIS GUY!!! amazing! i go into a chatroom... a guy imes me... and i went to elementary with him! but wow hes like soooo sweet and all lol and hes really fun to talk to.. ok anyways this is how bored i am at 5AM ( cuz u found it in ur heart, to make this go away, and let me rest in peices ) 10 ♥ Is It April Yet?

[31 Aug 2004|12:50am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | disney channel- 3 is a magic number- stevie brock is so hott ] PICS FROM MY PARTY!!!! ( dam it feels good to be a gangsta ) 19 ♥ Is It April Yet?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!!!!<3333 [30 Aug 2004|08:33pm] hey everyone... i really dont know what to update about... cause nothing too exciting has been happening... um i start school in 10 days so i needa go shopping pronto! ok um... i really wanna go to like six flags or sumthin with natalie and the girls and the guys... hahaha... um yea so hopefully that will work out... ok yea so um im gonna do a survey cuz im really bored and all so yea... lol HAVE YOU Ever cried over a boy/girl = yes Ever lied to someone = yea Ever been in a fist fight = no Ever been arrested = no NUMBER Of times I have been in love? = once i think Of times I have had my heart broken? = 3 Of hearts I have broken? = none Of girls I have kissed? = like 1 as a joke haha Of boys I have kissed? = 0 Of girls I've slept with? = hehe Of boys I've slept with? = 0 Of drugs taken illegally? = 0 Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 4 Of people I consider my enemies? = dont no lol Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = once Of scars on my body? = 3 things in my past that I regret? = not to much i think... FAVORITE Movie = mona lisa smile/mean girls Disney movie = stuck in the suburbs haha Scent = escada island kiss Word = fuck.. fuck a duck hehe Nickname = sweetheart Girl name = carly Boy name = michael or shawn haha Video Game = mlb 2004 Eye color = dont have one Flower = roses Color = pink cereal = coco puffs Actor = jake gyllenhaal Actress = lindsey lohan Band/singers = ashlee simpson, simple plan, yellowcard, britney spears, ect... Holiday = halloween and christmas New nerdy saying = go climb a tree DO YOU THINK YOU ARE Pretty = i dont tell myself im ugly.. i dont liek putting myself down Funny = yes Hot = depends on how ur asking Friendly = yes Amusing = yes Ugly = dont like putting myself down Loveable = yes Pessimistic = ? Optimistic = yes? Caring = yea Sweet = yea Dorky = im a dork and im proud! RANDOM Spell your first name back wards = naillij The story behind your user name = a performance is filled with many different groups. but this livejournal is only mine so its my own performance with only me My live journal name = myown_perfrmnce Whats your icon of = a pic of me Are you straight?= yes Where do you live?= woodland hills FIVE words that sum you up = nice, funny, sweet, loud, caring DESCRIBE YOUR Wallet = filled with my bday money!!! Hairbrush = in my bathroom Toothbrush = green and white Jewelry worn daily = silver heart tiffany bracelet and my jillian bracelet Pillow Cover = flowered Blanket = minnie mouse and i love it Coffee Cup = dont have one Sunglasses = fendi Favorite Underwear= haha i dont no Shoes = white converse and black chinese shoes Handbag = blue juicy bag and a blue jean skirt bag CD in stereo right now = a mix  What you are wearing now = black pants that r now cut off capris and a pink tanktop Piercings = none Hair = ponytail WHO or WHAT In my mouth = nothing Is in my head = i miss you by blink 182 After this = chatting Talking to = michelle and ryan Fetishes = dunno Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = meeting shawn green and going to the game on the 10th to see fireworks and sit behind the dugout Something that you are deathly afraid of? = dunno Do you like hot wax = when i get my eyebrows waxed lol Do you like incense = certain ones Do you like the taste of blood = um ew Do you believe in love = yes Do you believe in soul mates = dont no Do you believe in love at first sight = yes Do you believe in forgiveness = yes Do you believe in God = at times Who is your worst enemy? = dont have 1 If you could have any animal for a pet = goat haha natalie! latest you've ever stayed up? = till 9AM the next morning Ever been to Belgium? = no What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? newport beach, orange county, encino, westlake, calabasas What are some of your favorite pig out foods? = ice cream and pizza Whats something that you wish people would understand? = the way i may appear to them What's something you wish you could understand better? = why guys are so judgemental on how a girls appearence is Someone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = alex! ok im done. comment!!! ♥ ♥ 8 DAYS!!!! SEPTEMBER 7TH!!! 14 ♥ Is It April Yet?

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